I promise, I'm not dead.
Neglecting, perhaps, but not dead.
I think I sound like a broken record when I say, life's just crazy. It's just a fact of life I have to get used to, don't you think?
Once again, down and dirty: Working full time, computer still broken (or moody, whatever), when not working: at gym or making Christmas presents. Husband is currently working 16-18 hour days, and unable to talk on the phone during those hours because he's running through his day like a madman. Which leaves EVERYTHING at home to my doing.
I thought I was 'doing most of it' at home, (laundry, dishes, cleaning, cooking, getting kids up and out the door with me, etc.) but with husband gone until 8-10 at night (after leaving at 4 am--yes ppl I'm not overexaggerating, SIXTEEN TO EIGHTEEN HOUR DAYS) I'm realizing that just having another person there makes a huge difference. I'm missing my gym classes at night because I can't get there in time after picking up the kids. The old washer and dryer are sitting on the back porch in the rain because I haven't had time to find someone who hauls away old washers and dryers. I don't have backup when I'm cooking dinner, Cici wants up and Rachael is bawling because she's hungry and needs a bottle. Granted, we're not complaining over the hours (in this economy, who can?) it's just been a hard change in the household I've noticed.
Oh--Speaking of gym classes, Mom-in-Law and I hit up the Belly Dancing class last week and and a great time! We're adding it to our itenerary of gym activities during the week. It's pretty basic and I don't feel totally uncoordinated while in the class (maybe because everyone else isn't perfect either).
I'm also in the process of putting together Cici's birthday party, scheduled tentatively in a couple weeks. Can we say, Sesame Street Extravaganza? :)
We're looking to get an external HD so we can officially wipe our computer at home and start over. We're so sick of the Dell version of Windows that fills over half your hard drive with advertisements, we're just going to upgrade to Vista. Don't know how yet, but we're looking into it.
Oh, and did someone say CHRISTMAS?! I'm getting antsy, I have all my decorations centrally located (and accessable) in storage and come Black Friday, my place is going to be SCREAMING for Santa Claus! Woohoo!
And on a final note: I saw Twilight on Saturday (Mom-in-Law took the kids and kicked myself and husband out for an evening of essentially re-introducing ourselves, we haven't had a chance to spend time together lately) and coming from someone who hasn't read the books: I LOVED IT!!!!! I was able to pick up on some subtleties that readers would only know (like the biology class issue with Bella's scent, etc.) and followed the story just fine. Needless to say, I gotta read the books now! :) (err, when I have time that is....hmmm)